Just an introduction to where things have been since Lighthouses. Giving insight into how I live life every day.
lyrics
My kindness is not weakness
I got strength to admit this
But I can’t explain these feelings
My contradictions convert to repetition
Simple patterns turn into mistakes
I’ve made, I fall for the same
Type of shit that I keep hearing
And it’s what I’m fearing over and over
Open my book of secrets
And go ahead and talk shit
Like how y’all think I party
I don’t go out much and drink
Every night, I call the shots to
Be sober on most days, ain’t all about
The bitches, I lose confidence
Rather be happy alone than unhappy
I’m trapped in the reputation that I gained
I’m not a pimp, I’m just insane, bitches
Don’t deserve me now
I ain’t that interesting
For a former Christian
That didn’t fuck up in my mission
I got Bliss pills
Centrum every morning, No 20 mg
Of Citalopram, 6 years on and off the edge,
Hope I’m finally off, but now I’m on edge working hard for
A year now, there must be more to my spirit
It always keep floating, but my body’s still sinking
Leaves me under pressure, when my aunt tells my folks
My music’s too depressing, I’m not writing something poppy
I don’t focus on the mainstream
I’ve got my creative license to be an independent
Man but I got to practice my drive
I don’t speak a million lies, it’s not a waste for you to
Seek the truth of who I am
And you gonna ask me where I stand
In the end, it all goes back to where I began
Where do I stand?
Where do I stand?
What’s the meaning of me?
What’s the meaning of me?
You know I got no definition for the lifestyle that I live
You know I got no definition for the lifestyle that I live
credits
from HYBRID,
released October 11, 2013
Production/songwriter: Alexander
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